February 2010
okay, having majour issues breathing right now
i’m not used to wearing a bra that has actual support, and it’s been almost a fucking month since i got it, it should have loosened up in two weeks.
i’m in pain and my chest is completely compressed and my lungs are majourly protesting.
i really don’t know what to do, if this gets worse i have to go to the er tomorrow.
my soul found this body.
disjectamembra:
the reason was always unclear to me. but now i know.
my soul found this particular body so it could find its soulmate. it is only through this body and demeanor that i will find the soul which i share a kindred spirit with. it is only a manner of time.
it always had to be this body. my esscence and act are all my soul but the body is what is going to attract my other half. ...
i’ve let myself get so isolated from everyone i once knew.
i’m trying to become someone i can be proud of.
the only way i can do that is to write my book and get it published.
it’s the only way.
i have to write.
i was never meant to do anything else.
ever.
January 2010
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have...”
– Chuck Palahnuik (via artpixie) (via yerawizardharry) (via qualityblog) (via winterlungs)
itismutual:
kimmychau:
I love long relationships, but it’s hard to find anyone that would tolerate me for that long.
Is this too much to ask?
sarajustus:
I want a cottage with lots of flowers around it. I want a garden with tomato plants and cucumbers and peppers and probably my own mary jane.
I want a house with no tv. I don’t want videogame systems. I want a house with all-wooden furniture and all-wooden floors, with the exception of the bathroom, which would be black and white checkered. I want a giant bathrub that’s good for...
do you ever do the following thing:
honeysticks:
so you’re reading a book, and minding your own business, la la la, and then BAM
something terrible happens
or, really, is in the process of happening
and you slam the book shut and don’t read anymore for as long as you can because as long as you don’t actually READ the event that you know is going to happen (i.e. a character is about to die or whatever) then it will never happen...
Reblog if you've read all 7 Harry Potter books.
loverwife:
nerdfighters:
iamthesleepyhead:
imlouise:
dividedbythesea:
sparkleduck:
lilfoot:
You win at life.
jfc can i just say how much i hate my life
my TARDIS cell phone charm fell off my phone somewhere
;_________;
can i please just say how much this is bullshit
can i please
can i just say how much i love bif naked?
i love frontwomen with deep, raspy voices:
courtney love (even though she’s the anti-christ)
brody dalle
otep shamaya
candace kucsulain
and bif naked herself.
LOOK AT ME GUYS →
i finally told my mom that my dad beat/molested...
i thought i’d feel… better.
i just feel blank.
go figure.
like this boy, johnny.
i’ve known him for almost a year.
and all of a sudden he’s made this rapid change, after the stress of getting rolled by the pigs.
he’s… aggressive, and hostile, but he keeps to himself, but he’s always online, and he uses lots of ellipses and it’s obvious that he’s hiding something.
i can’t piece it to gether.
it bothers...
i've been thinking a lot about how my...
i really do date men who resemble my father’s temperament in one way or another.
it’s just another form of self-destruction.
it’s like i’m magnetized to them.
you could put me into a crowd of men, and i bet you anything i would walk out on the arm of the most fucked up person in the room.
i wish i knew how to stop it.
i SEE myself walking into these traps, but i walk...
“Mr. Moony presents his compliments to Professor Snape, and begs him to keep his...”
– J.K Rowling (via artpixie)
my sister just brought up The Incident with my dad...
i literally feel sick and would like to upchuck the contents of my stomach for the next three days.
“You’re not friends. You’ll never be friends. You’ll be in love...”
– Spike, Buffy the Vampire Slayer
“It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds.’ I do not agree. The...”
– Rose Kennedy.
UNFG stick to your guns is playing
but it’s the day after a ska show.
do i want to skank?
or do i want to mosh?
well, we know the answer to that one, but i can’t go to shows on school nights.
;_;
okay, SERIOUSLY, this attraction to/of the...
it’s getting to the point where it is ridiculous and unsettling.
“if you end up in the emergency room
after a dance contest
did you win?
or did...”
– Matthew Gray Gubler (via hellyeahmatthewgraygubler)
just found out zakk's and my favourite heathen...
hello, mixed feelings.
How To Sound Smart In Front Of Your Friends: Words...
loverwife:
okrightlisten:
pie0:teawithlemon:quirkyredhead:iammattjordan:
Tripsolagnophilia (TRIP-suh-LAG-nuh-FIL-ee-uh) - The desire to obtain sexual pleasure from massage.
Coitobalnism (KOH-i-toh-BAL-niz’m) - Sex in the bath or shower.
Sacifricosis (SAK-oh-fri-KOH-sis) - The practice of absentmindedly fiddling with your genitalia through your pants pockets. “playing pocket pool” or “pocket...
ooooohmygod hi abattoir
pancaketime:
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hiii, i’m lily!